How and Why

How many people out there think of the most bizzare shit in the world. Im talking about deep and crazy shit. Like how often do you think about where your life is going or what your purpose on this earth is. It often seems like people think about this stuff all the time but never really express these deep dark things to anyone. For example I gurantee that everyone at one point in their life will fall into a deep deep depression over nothing but the basic concept of life. What happens on this earth I believe is all meant to happen but some of the things are just way too hard for a human to grasp. I often ponder to myself why am I on this earth I am going to put all this time into it and then just die and end up in a whole. Death is bound to happen so making due with the unstoppable is a big part of life. I understand now why people are on drugs and other types of mind altering things. All of that stuff is just an escape from reality and it really works. Drugs make you think of this life at a completely different perspective and it is a good thing for people to experience this stuff because when you are in a different state of mind you are able to find different ways of coping with stuff.